No smoking?

I have been a smoker for, well, too many years. I've said I have wanted to quit many times over the years and haven't been able to. The closest I have come is when I was in the hospital for a little over a month when I had my surgery. I didn't smoke for a little over a month after I got out. I slipped and bought a pack. I figured one wouldn't hurt. I was wrong. Once you have one, you have another and before you know it, back up to a pack or more a day.

This morning at 2am I finished my pack of smokes I bought the previous morning. I didn't buy anymore. I have two days off in a row so why not try and quit? I have 48 hours to get through the initial phase of the nicotine withdrawl.

It's now 11 a.m. I already hate everything.
You know what else, girlfriend hasn't noticed I haven't been smoking.